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Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 2:04 PM
WARNING: This entry is super emotional. Proceed if you are feeling emotional too. If not, kindly exit on the top right hand corner.7 Oct0ber 2008
He left and he will be back only in 3 freaking weeks time.
I managed to control myself from crying in front of him. When he kissed me goodbye, I almost almost tear. But I couldnt control myself when he step into the gantry and waved goodbye. My knees were shaking and at that point of time, I dont care about the people around me anymore.
We have never part from each other this long. Now when it really happen, I felt soo lonely. But it will never be empty, because he is there, in my heart. So far yet so near.
To you, I promise that I will keep eating when I miss you and I will surprise you with all my fats when you come back. Huhu.
PS: Azhar is sweet. Thats what closest buddy is about.
I love you.
I love you all along.
and I miss you.
far away for far too long.
12 October 2008
I browse through our photos. The recent and the past collections. We look so good together. And I realised that I miss you so much. Its our 47th monthsary today. Its sad that you are not around on this special day but its okay we are looking forward for the 48th monthsary, arent we?
You did not message me for the past 2 nights. I assumed that ur hp batt went dead. Its okay baby! 19 more days to go. And I'm really looking forward for that day to come bcoz I have line up lots of surprises for you. And on that very day, I hope your flight will delay the timing to 6am. But at the same time I hope that you will come back earlier. I dont mind the hassle of taking urgent leave or fake MC if that really happens. I've been messaging you everyday. 7 smses per day. I hope you will have a great time reading all my messages on your way back home. And lately this black samsung gadget have been my closest companion after you left. Everytime I hope it will beep or ring with your name appearing on the screen.
I think I shall stop here. The eyes have gotten all watery now.